jannisder,jannisder wrote:Why is he still so damned nice to me if he wants to be detached? Seeing that over and over again, also that I misinterpretate, talk on the forum and giving him all this problem-talk at lunch.
is he vegetarian?
on one level you are suffering from a problem many women tend to suffer from. I do not know the terminology for it but it is a sort of exaggerated subjectivity in which you are the center of the world and you are over-sensitively interpreting his actions and signals as a response to you. He is nice because he is nice, it is good "darna" (BK behavior) to be nice. It is as simple as that. It is not a signal to you.
Two things become clear. On one hand, your man is not a full or proper BK (while not being a full and proper ordinary man ...); on the other hand, what he really wants from you is the "ultimate orgasm" of converting you to become a BK sister. At which point he will probably dump you again and go and find another follower. If you have no interest in becoming a BK sister. You should stop seeing him. Your emotions are being used.
There is no doubt to my mind that he is also "having his cake and eating it". He having his pleasure with you and you, like many women, are falling for the old "unobtainable fruit" trap.
His line about our interpretation of the Murli being wrong is a typical BKWSU response; insulting, condescending and inaccurate. 3 qualities I think you will find far more common that peace, love and respect. It is just the sisters-in-charge controlling the thoughts of their followers yet again. We do not have "an interpretation" here. We have a discussion of facts. A lot of facts they do not really want their followers to question.
- • So what is your relationship with him really all about?
Yes, please go to the center and ask the center-in-charge about all the inaccuracies and changes in the history and philosophy, why they thought Brahma was God, Destruction etc.