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Well, it gets stranger and stranger ... this piece ties up with the 'shadow person' on page 8 of this thread. I had not discussed with my mother these events. I, myself, have not been sleeping well lately, and had very intrusive feelings both day and night. My mother tells me this morning that she n...

Dear Katie, my last post was describing MY experiences and my situation and ultimately what I have to do. You and your husband are different people, and I am not a counsellor. You do hear of situations where the person involved has given up the cult in preference to leaving their family. I can only ...

I came to a big realisation today, unless they renounce the BKs as they have renounced their families (that means US), it will never change. They will keep you hanging on by just a thread. Do just enough to keep you hoping because they know how much we love them. We are their comfort, their safety n...

Katie, I am so sorry. Know that I am reaching out to you. Stay strong, you can do it. ex-l, spot on. Your description of how it feels is just too true, and they still just give enough to keep you hanging on by a thread. (Or so they think). It is a power game and very effective. Something I don't thi...

Well, I finally got brave enough and went to see my doctor, who I might add is an Indian lady. In the waiting room there are magazines and several books. Guess what was there! 2 x books on 1001 ways of meditation by Mike George. I almost died, could barely not cry and wanted to run home. I thought, ...

Just an update for you, he will be moving out as soon as possible (though I have a feeling this will take a couple of months). I would say he is emotionally dead. He says he feels some sorrow at us no longer being together, but he is like a zombie. If I get lucky, I may very occassionally see him a ...

I am desperately waiting for some information on seeing how BKs successfully make a marriage work. I am afraid I have not witnessed nor experienced any of the power or light or any effect of making the home into heaven. In fact, by adhering to Shrimat, it has done nothing but make this home a living...

Same as with Sweets family. No sex and then when he couldn't sleep because he was near me ... out to the back room. (3 occasions of several nights but I think the sofa is too uncomfortable!!) :lol:

What strength you all give me. The solicitors report shocked him. Talk about a dose of reality. Neither does he know yet I have changed my will. I'll save that till later. Paul, I never thought of it from the victim standpoint. I will say something along those lines if I can fit it. Brilliant insigh...

Maybe a new thread? It is impossible to have any true relationship with an involved BK? No matter what the reasons for their obsession with this cult, it can be only a situation which will tear oneself apart. There is no support from his family. The reasoning I got from his mother is that there must...

I've worked with meditators on an EEG machine and the results are conclusive: the more you meditate, the flatter your mind becomes until, eventually and especially if used to excess or in combination with decognition, all thought ceases. So she is a flat lined EEG, i.e. brain dead (Gosh, am I getti...

Ahh, the truth will eventually come out ... even for the BK org. Yes, we look at the beginnings, a psychotic Indian channeling entities and a society which looks down on women and sexually abuses them ... a mad man, and a group of women who hate their husbands and have a lot of psychological issues ...

This about says it all if you are a spouse with a Honeymoon BK, (have changed a couple of words to suit). It is not just about celibacy, and the BK organization knows full well how to kill a relationship. It is about intimacy between two people and a commitment to each other. Their aim is to destroy...

Thank you all for your warmth and love and support. It helps me more than you know. Many BKs become so simply because they wish for a cushy life of giving excuses to God and blame it on karma Even this morning he tries to tell me I do not understand, i don't see the bigger picture, and there are rea...

Well, i have just done something i have never done before in my life. I rang the sister at the centre and thoroughly abused her. I congratulated her on such an effective campaign to destroy my family. She began to answer me, but i talked over the top of her. She did not hang up, but did not have a c...