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OK ... so I am on my lunch break and my mind drifted over here again. I thought of the children being brought up in Yoga and I remember as a child being taught the course. I was soooo confused. I had dreams about Brahma Baba and was treated very special by SS's. I had so many questions but they were...

Thank you ex-l for the first giggle of my day!

So she's asking a non-BK for the money now? What on earth is going on? I made my decision about putting money into this last night and I think I made the right decision ... I will put the money away for my dependents (close family)! So in case the world does not end in 2036, I'll be able to help the...

Hi ex-l - you jogged my memory about a sisters centre that was burgled and when they spoke with Dadi Janki about it - they were told that they were not having enough Yoga. Not sure if that was the correct thing to say or not, I guess I saw that as they were to blame, just as with any and everything ...

Thank you Ms Orange, feels like I do have friends here, even in such a short space of time. I did go to class this morning the SS was not there, so I did not have to face her "scowling drishti". Instead another member read Murli and I listened, for a moment I forgot all this and felt mysel...

Thank you Sarah and others, I cannot get to sleep! I keep thinking of my BK journey, picking it apart in my head. The faces of sister Jayanti, Dadi Janki and Dadi Gulzar, the drishti, the silence, the experiences in Baba's room in Oxford. How come I never felt comfortable with saying the word Baba? ...

Hi everyone, Thank you all sooo much for your kind words and support, to answer Mr Greens' question, I did the course when I was quite young and then again about 3 years ago, the teachings never left me though, I've been kind of practicing a yogi way of life before I came into Yoga - no meat, alcoho...

Thank you ex-l, I will give this some time as you suggest...thanks again.

God this hurts too much! What do I do with this ring?!! Do I just stop going to the centre?! What if I am wrong about all this? Is this Maya testing me?

I've spent all day reading through this forum, I feel exhausted and drained, my mind is a mess, I am a mess. I never thought I'd get caught up in something like this. I think my gut had the correct feeling all along, how can I stay with the BKs now? where do I go from here? I cannot leave but I cann...

Thank you bkti-pit, you sure do sound like a very strong and stable minded person. Unfortunately, I don't think I am, when I went to Madhuban, I did so much soul searching, I "confessed" everything in this life to "God" with the thinking that I was really opening my heart to &quo...

Hi ex-l, Thank you for your words, I think I am in the middle of some kind of mental, emotional, spiritual upheaval. I know this started out as a question about whether or not to donate some cash to the BKs but it has turned into something more over the past few days. I went to class this morning an...

Thanks for that Bansy. You know the "element of begging" thing is what got to me, it was the first time I heard this type of thing in Yoga. I expressed this to someone at the time and was told that Dadi Janki was with family and who better to ask for money other than family! I felt bad tha...

Thank you all sooooo much for making me feel welcome ... bkti-pit, I did not want my questioning to force anyone to think about their involvement with the BKs. Honestly, I cannot shake the guilt for posting on here in the first place ... and it makes me shudder to think that I may be part of what ma...

Hello everyone, cannot believe I am writing on here ... it feels like I shouldn't but, I've been reading a lot of the threads, and there are a lot of like minded people on here. Anyway, I guess I'll give a brief intro of myself ... I took the course when I was very young ... I stopped for a few year...