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by sakaash
02 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 71569

Re: Is this the end?

Oh OK ... but still, you must agree, patience and tolerance is a good thing (I am not fighting anyones corner here!). I just felt like Ms Orange wasn't getting a fair deal ... a bit like me I guess, perhaps I should stick up for myself - not so easy where I am at the moment BK life sure is challengi...
by sakaash
02 May 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Relax kids
Replies: 3
Views: 6182

Re: Making money out of BKWSU Gyan (II) ... why?

So, if this is Gyan it should be free...I just googled this and found this: (i don't believe there are charges for classes!) God, why did I even dare to check this out!?? Area: Scotland › Lanarkshire › Edinburgh › Edinburgh - EH10 - Transportation: Edinburgh Lothian - Ad ID: 4901216 - Postal Code: E...
by sakaash
02 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 71569

Re: Is this the end?

Wow, you guys really do know how to pick apart a response. I noticed that ms orange is a BK, and although her advice to me has been nothing short of caring, is it me or maybe I am reading into it ... seems like her suggestions are always derided in some way or another. I know everyone has their own ...
by sakaash
02 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 71569

Re: Is this the end?

Thank you all yet again for your inspiring words ... I did not go to class this morning ... I woke up and just let the time pass by. On the way to work, the guilt kicked in. My response to this was not positive, I am ashamed to say, I feel myself getting irritated by the slightest things ... when I ...
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 71569

Re: Is this the end?

I am here again ... feels like this is becoming my blog, like a diary of this part of the journey of my life, at least it helps to think that someone out there might read this and not feel alone. I am just down, not much to say really, the same feelings of hopelessness I expressed in different ways ...
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Mukhri Mata funding
Replies: 83
Views: 83665

Re: MukriMata

Hi enlightened, Mukrimata - (not so sure about the spelling), is the name of the new building that they are constructing in Shantivan to house up to 5000 people. Dadi Janki is currently on a quest to collect all the money she can to help get this building ready before next season. I was there when s...
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Welcome To BKSEWA An Online Sharing Place For BKs Worldwide
Replies: 9
Views: 19115

Re: Welcome To BKSEWA An Online Sharing Place For BKs Worldwide

Hi, I just joined this site as well ... they have an online Om Shanti radio, playing all the Yoga songs with some commentary all in Hindi. I will admit, with everything in my head right now, it feels good to listen to this ... not sure why!
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Mukhri Mata funding
Replies: 83
Views: 83665

Re: MukriMata

You just reminded me at class today when the SS went on about how in the early days, those who committed to the Yagya gave everything they had, all their gold jewellery etc etc - except Mama, since she only came to the Yagya with the clothes she had on her back. We, were all encouraged in a very sub...
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: What if God doesn't exist ?
Replies: 12
Views: 6597

Re: What if God doesn't exist ?

Yes ex-l - that's true, I guess we have to make sure our firewall (in the form of our intellect and our heart) is in working order! Unfortunately, mine was offline and has been for a long time in the BKs! :wink:
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: What if God doesn't exist ?
Replies: 12
Views: 6597

Re: What if God doesn't exist ?

Hi Bansy, I am going through some similar thinking at the moment, I started the topics in the Newcomer section "Is this the end?" and "Mukrimata". I read your ideas with much interest, I shudder to think that there is no God! Even though I struggle with the idea of faith, I "...
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Mukhri Mata funding
Replies: 83
Views: 83665

Re: MukriMata

Thank you Ms Orange for your hug ... I posted my latest on the topic "Is this the end?" and I would love to have your advice ... I think I need positivity around me at the moment ... thank you for yours!
by sakaash
01 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 71569

Re: Is this the end?

Hi Alladin, Your words really struck home for me ... even though I had a hard time getting to sleep last night I got up for class this morning. Offering Bhog seemed like a ritual. I had my questions about that when I first witnessed it and I still do, but today after the Murli, I asked a question in...
by sakaash
30 Apr 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 71569

Re: Is this the end?

So, I am here again, cannot get to sleep with all this on my mind. I've turned into a bit of a miserable twat! And that is only after a short time of facing this thing head on. How long is this gonna go on for? Couldn't even make dinner tonight ... settled for chips instead. So much for eating only ...
by sakaash
30 Apr 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Mukhri Mata funding
Replies: 83
Views: 83665

Re: MukriMata

ex-l - you sound like a real joker ... keeping it light also works for me ... :).

tete - thanks for the cyber hug - very much appreciated!
by sakaash
30 Apr 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Mukhri Mata funding
Replies: 83
Views: 83665

Re: MukriMata

Paul and Ms Orange seem to be on my wavelength today ... I have done a lot of questioning, and as ex-l rightfully says, I did read about the early days of the BKs. I will not kid myself about the doubts that I have about this. At the same time, I know I have to be able to get some good out of this. ...